Your life has been a great mystery for we two have had the briefest of history. Each time I would find you, Mama took you with her to make sure you hid.
No matter my efforts, she refused to forgive or forget what it is she said that I did. Chasing and pacing, I have lost all the spots you have been.
Through all my records, no matter the efforts; I’m back at ZERO again.
All these years you have been so selfish and without motion or contact making it difficult to bear — my son you know only repeated stories, from your mother at most seems not to care.
As I told you of our history, I am your Dad. I could see another mystery and your ears. And that, was resolved without your tears.
Love for you is forever as my heart beats in my chest.
My thoughts and love for you will forever be true even at my death.
I wish to find you and hear your life as you have lived at this I no longer have to guess exclusion from, has caused PTSD to increase to see you at last will end all delusions; make ALL our lives be at peace. | DBDM