You would walk into a room and my heart would stop. As you spoke it would begin to beat again. A touch of your skin would send flames racing through my body. Your kisses would set my soul aflame. I’d treasure every moment together, and pine while apart.
Your kisses haunt my dreams as I lay asleep. The hold that you still have on me is truly that deep. Every once in a while. I feel the ghost of your lips on my skin. Chills run up my spine as I think what could have been. I still feel a love for you that fills my heart. A love so strong that when lost my world truly fell apart. I have fallen so far from the boy you met on the streets, I am now a criminal, a man who has become cynical from the take of his defeats. A man looking for a life of love bereft of deceits.
The day you left, I lost the best of me. For years I lived in a pain fueled haze of drugs and misery. I have tried so hard fight all this pain. Even trying to end my worthless life in vain. If you were you would be ashamed. Still I know that I am the one to be blamed.
When we were together you were my queen. Since we’ve been away I’ve rushed through this time in between. All of this shame that I’m running from. All of these sweet dreams of freedom. I hope that we may meet again at a later time. So that I may speak to you outside of rhyme. | MDKS